Monday, March 31, 2008

A Book Case for the Monk

If they were to make a movie about my life (and I doubt it will happen), I would want the opening scene to be this:

It is raining. It has been raining all day. The air is thick with mist I am helping three old men carry a new heavy steel book case, with sliding glass panels, down the side of a steep hill through a forest down a rocky, muddy path that makes every step a near misstep. They are wearing only flip flops and rubber boots. I am sweating. They are holding their breath to muster as much balance and strength as possible with this cold steely mass. We pass the bamboo thickets, we cross a stream using two planks, then another with two bits of bamboo, past a freshly planted peanut field. There are crickets, birds that have come out with the rain. We come upon another stream and two men step down into the water to keep their grip steady. One man cuts his finger on a sharp edge and is bleeding. I cannot ask if he is alright because I don't speak his language. Such an impossible sight! A Canadian and three elderly Thai men ferrying a new book shelf into the hills, far from the road where we picked it up. I am laughing at this moment to myself, at the improbability. We hit a dirt path again, to steadier ground. We walk slowly up another gentle hill where the monk in saffron robes watches us approaching from his home, all of us muddied and/or bloodied.

It is for this monk that be we bring this new shelf, the person that set in motion this impossible scene. But this is the not the first of the impossible thing that he can make happen, of which I will explain later.

This monk is Chinnaworn Jarin a Thai Buddhist monk that I have known for seven years. We met the last time I came to Thailand as a wide-eyed 24-year-old backpacker. He had invited me to his village, to see life of the Karen people. We stayed in touch by letter. And now I have returned here to visit him at his temple, seven years later at Wat Pang Term. I am neither Thai nor Buddhist, but we have formed a friendship that has brought me 14,000 kilometers to pay him a visit, to talk and even to carry book cases in the rain into his new home. Why does he need a new book shelf? I will explain that later too.

The Road to Wat Pang Term starts in Chiang Mai, heads west towards the mountains of Samoeng in northern Thailand. The only way there (without your own vehicle) is in the back the covered pickup truck that groans its way from the busy city market, until it hairpins through the hills up where the air is colder. Crowded streets fade away to thickets of bamboo, terraced mountainside fields where farmers burn the old crops in preparation for planting anew. You can smell the smoke in the air, see it hang over the forest like a haze. There are fewer and fewer signs in English, fewer internet cafe. The truck makes quick lefts and rights and suddenly you have no idea what direction you are heading in, or what village you just passed. It here here and now that you put faith in the good forces of the world that you will be delivered safely. Just sit back.

There are other people on board with you, with bags of groceries, a can of oil under their legs which they are bringing home. These people will stare at you, talk to you and all you can do is nod and grin. Or you can say, "Chinnaworn, Wat Pang Term," and they all nod their heads. "Ah, Chinnaworn, Chinnaworn." The name passes from person to person. And they are done asking questions.

Everyone knows Chinnaworn.

For the next two hours I look out the back of the truck, watching this world scroll by, the countless farms, bananna groves, dusty depots with scruffy dogs and a water tower. The air get cooler as you climb up the hills, far from home.

Finally, I am alone on the back of the truck. It keeps pushing further east as the sun begins to fall into evening. The road is now gravel, the dust is in my teeth, I can taste it on my lips. But with one final upward push, the truck slows and we have arrived at Wat Pang Term. I do not know this because there is a sign. I know because the driver is taking my backpack from the top of the truck. I pay and get out. He leaves and I am alone. I see the temple, with its pointed roof and white walls. I see brilliant flowers blossoming from the trees around the courtyard. There are heat beetles whirring madly. And there I stand with my bag in hand. And no one to greet me. I look around. Nothing. No Chinnaworn.

Sawatdii Khrap! Shouts someone. An old man is approaching, a huge toothless grin. He is in rubber boots, a white shirt. He has been working on something.

"Chinnaworn?" he says.
"Chinnaworn." I reply.

He points far into the distance, through the trees. That is where Chinnaworn lives. Not at the temple but in the hills behind it. The reason for that I will explain later. For that is the most important thing.

For now, the man takes my bag and we start walking down a steep muddy hill, over two streams, past a field, and up to a mud hut which in a few days I will do with a book case in hand. In the rain.

More to come....

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Koh Phangnan

I would put up photos and video (I bought a fancy camera) but the connection here is glacial, so it will have to wait until I get back to Bangkok.

I am on a small beach cove on the west side of Koh Pangnan, a island in the Gulf of Thailand, about 2 hours by ferry from the mainland. I have a nice cabin that is set back from the ocean in the middle of a mangrove and cashew forest. Yoga classes, veggie food and a few cold beers under the palms is great. I go to sleep with the sound of crickets and the ocean. Every few hours the long-tail boats arrive from the town to bring in fresh fruit, additional guests. THe wind is strong and constant from the east, much of day is hazy but this is good as is acts like a piece of silk to give some relief to the brutal southern sun (I am burnt, yes). The beach is made of pea sized pebbles, then it ends with grantite limestone bouleders the size of cube vans, that seem to pile ontop of each other until they become small mountains. On those rocks, covered in trees is where I stay.


I have stumbled upon this place by accident, choosing at random on a reccomendation from an aged American 47-year-old hippie from Iowa who told me he spends his entire life traveling to "healing centres."

"I would like to travel 12 months a year," I said.
"Well, I was left a lot of money," he adds. "And I am a republican."

I have no plans to go anywhere, see anything. Just be here.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Walking

The cliche is always that you must go away only to better understand where you come from. Let's go for a walk in Bangkok. Step outside the cool domain of your air-conditioned hotel. Now pretend you have a wet, warm face cloth over your face. That's how humid it is. Add in some car exhaust, smoke from cigarettes. Look far into the distance and see the office towers through a fine haze. It is 38 degrees. There is so much noise you don't know what to make of it. The purr of motorscooters, tuk tuks, cars, squeakng brakes. Not far from your hotel, the streets are busy. There is a woman carving up a Durian into small blocks, another woman is repairing clothing on the curb and stuffing a pair of pants through her portable sewing machine. A man carries to baskets of peanuts dangling from a pole that he balances on his back. A man selling lotto tickets. The stores are small, but always open. A shop with just big bags of rice.

"My friend, I have a nice suits. Cheapest price...." The indian tailor wants you to buy a suit.
"Sir, I take you to nice girl...." The tuk tuk driver has plans for you (he gets a comission).
"Sir, t-shirt..." A man has a shirt he wants to sell you.

You walk in the brief shade of some tropical tree that you don't know the name of. Now look both ways, as the cars drive on the UK side of the road. The cars don't wait for you -- you must find your way through the traffic: every lane is full, in between each lane streams motorbikes, some even hopping up onto the sidewalk. There are wild dogs, some near death, others just lazing on a block of cement. Ah, a 7-11. A starbucks. You can smell the curry simmering at the food stall. Steam rising from a row of dim sum in the open market. Then the smell of putrid rot - coming from somehwere.

The street is not a place of transit as it is in Canada. Here is tangle of people, none in a hurry. It is chaos, it is life. The sidewalk is never empty, for that empty space is a commodity in a city of 10 million people. We are walking, walking for ten blocks with nothing to do but take it all in.